BIRTH CONTROL

So today I went to the doctor and got an RX for birth control. Im exited and scared at the same time. Anyone who knows me knows that I have suffered for YEARS of horrific menstrual cramps. Ok maybe not everyone knows that. But its true, I do, and its horrible. Well Ive always known that birth control can ease mentrual pain, but for the past 3 and 1/2 years I have been trying to get pregnant, so of course I couldnt start taking it or Id surely never get pregnant. So a couple years ago my doc gave me an RX for Vicodin to help with the pain, which have I mentioned is so bad that it causes me to throw up? Yes, EVERY month! But usually the Vicodin doesnt even put a dent in the pain. So you could say I have pretty much had it up to HERE with being sick every month, having to miss work and being miserable. So Im going to go on birth control for 2 reasons: To give me a break from the pain and sickness, and to help me to get pregnant. Which Im hoping will happen when I stop taking the med. Ive heard stories of people getting pregnant quickly after getting off birth control. I hope to have the same results. Oh and the reason I mentioned I was scared to go on it is cause what if next month is the magical month but I ruin it cause I'll be on birth control.

TIME TO FLY

I think I have been in a cacoon for too long. I am ready to fly now. Im ready to go for the things I want and stop using my circumstances as any excuse not to. I am going to work hard so that I can go back to school soon to learn and do what I love most, MUSIC! I've been holding back for too long on being the person I want to be because for the past 4 years I've just been focusing on making ends meet. And Im TIRED of thinking about BILLS! So here I go, time to fly fly fly......

I love being married to Randy!

For all you married people out there! Tag your married friends that you want to know about!
1. When is your "engagement" anniversary: June 11th 2005
2. When is your "marriage" anniversary: August 13 2005
3. How long have you known your spouse: 12 years
4. How long did you date/court before you were engaged: when he got home from his mission, that was May, we were engaged 1 month later. :) but although we werent technically dating all those years before he left on his mission, we always loved each other :) <3>

5.Where did you meet your spouse for the first time: at mutual outside the church, he was coming back from the BB courts. He gave me the cutest grin, thats the day I fell in love with him. I was 12.

6. What is your spouse's full name: Randy Reed Jones

7. Do you have any children yet: No, but its what we want most

8. How many: 0

9. Do you have any house pets: no but I do want to get a puppy asap

10. Do you own a house or rent: own

11. Do you live in the country or town/city: city/town

12. What is one of your favorite activities together: watching movies, going out to dinner, bowling, shopping. oops you asked for ONE.

13. Do you have a favorite vacation spot: Does it have to be somewhere we have been more than once? If not, its Cabo San Lucas. We went there on a cruise and had the time of our lives!

14. How many siblings (including in-laws): like 11, thats not including step

15. What church do you attend: The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints

16. Is this the church you were married in: Not in the church but in the Mesa, Arizona Temple

17. What town is your current address: Casa Grande

18. Do you work or stay at home: Work

19. Where did you honeymoon: California, went to Disney Land and Sea World

20: Leave a piece of marriage advice: always be considerate

Valentines weekend

Im trying not to feel sorry for myself while I sit at home and think about my friends and family in California on the trip that we are also supposed to be on, but due to money issues, arent. Instead, Im trying to think about all the things that Im grateful for, which are plenty, but Im trying to weigh the good and the bad and sometimes I feel like its pretty much even. But I guess that makes sense, there is opposition in all things right? Im sure that if suddenly we did have all kinds of money, there would be a different trial in its place. And maybe I wouldnt be able to handle whichever one that would be. So, right now, Im just grateful to be living in Casa Grande next door to my favorite people in the world, my family. For however long it might be for, I will always cherish the time we spent here.